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-César Barrón - Ventral
-Ciudad de México - 19 de marzo 2023
-Fotografía por Isabel Velázquez Briseño: El último momento de Damián Genovez Tercero en Nuevo Laredo (
piedepagina.mx/de-vuelta-a-casa/)
-Canción 25 - "Cuando te vi por primera vez"
masterizada por Josué Peregrina
-Agradecimiento enorme a Tracy.3 por permitirme utilizar sus grabaciones del canto funeral budista de Peter Christopherson (Sleazy) para las canciones 31 - "De los rituales que encaminan cada símbolo sagrado", 32 - "Hacia una espiral sórdida" y 33 - "Este es el proceso de la destrucción de la conciencia"
-Music_SDP fue pieza indispensable para esta obra. Gracias a Hugh Lobel y a quienes ayudaron a desarrollar Music_SDP, nada de esto hubiera sido posible sin dicho software, por desgracia al día de hoy descontinuado
-Gracias por escuchar
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-César Barrón - Ventral
-Mexico City - march 19, 2023
-Photography by Isabel Velázquez Briseño - "El último momento de Damián Genovez Tercero en Nuevo Laredo" (
piedepagina.mx/de-vuelta-a-casa/)
-Track 25 - "When I saw you for the first time" mastered by Josué Peregrina
-Huge thanks to Tracy.3 for allowing me to use her recordings of (Sleazy) Peter Christopherson's buddhist funeral chants for the tracks 31 - "Of the rituals that direct each sacred symbol", 32 - "Towards a sleazy coil" and 33 - "This is the process of destruction of consciousness"
-Music_SDP was an indispensable piece for this work. Thanks to Hugh Lobel and everyone who helped develop Music_SDP, none of this would have been possible without the software, unfortunately discontinued to this day
-Thanks for listening
Translation of track names:
1 - In a sleep paralysis
2 - I am looking for your corpse buried in the desert
3 - Where poppies grow
4 - Of the barren land
5 - I hear the cries of your bones
6 - Their insults wither the silence
7 - And burn my heart
8 - Ash and blood form this color
9 - That makes the territory transparent, shows it without veils
10 - Shocks with its deepest secrets
11 - At that moment I woke up... in reality you never died, you just forgot me
12 - Now the abyss is on the surface
13 - Hell is watching this world die little by little
14 - I look at the sky the first five minutes after midnight
15 - And I see the moon bleeding from the navel
16 - Crying for the dishonor caused by those who swore to protect her
17- Her only consolation, death, redeemer of frivolities (end of the 1st part)
18 - Under the rubble of dreams I found a refuge
19 - From the viscera that have no sympathy with the mind
20 - They produce a genuine contempt for the universe
21 - And fan a thirst for annihilation
22 - Caused by 100 years of infatuation
23 - Since being in your presence meant
24 - Being entranced by ataraxia
25 - When I saw you for the first time
26 - I felt the raptures again
27 - Of the joy of living a bearable life
28 - All that was extinguished (end of the 2nd part)
29 - Only lassitude remains
30 - Alienation and ennui
31 - Of the rituals that direct each sacred symbol
32 - Towards a sleazy coil
33 - This is the process of destruction of consciousness
34 - When it is understood that language produces illusions that are paid very dearly
35 - Your beauty injured the core of this life
36 - Now you are by my side, whispering the following words:
37 - This world has disappointed you and you have disappointed the world
38 - Say goodbye to it as violence consumes it
39 - Tons of unidentified human remains
40 - Are buried in the desert of our dreams
42 - You, who have cursed the whole life
43 - Have finally found your first joy
released March 19, 2023